am I a fool?

I think I am a person who learns through the hard way. I dun like it, but I often learn through the hard way. What's my problem? I think it's often due to lack of objectivity and pride. And it can be quite frustrating many a times, both for myself and those who are working with me and under me.

I have seen over the past few weeks how my indecisiveness caused much frustrations from the people I work with in many instances. I guess it's high time I stop looking at my own small circle, thinking that my decisions will not affect those around me but to learn to make decisions. What's the worst thing that can happen? I make a wrong decision lor... But at least I will learn from that wrong decision. So how can I make good decisions? I gotta know what I want. Sometimes I just go with the flow and in the end, I dunno what I am doing at all. That's not good. That's no ownership. And that will drive good people mad.

And to add to that, I think I a fool. But I dunwan to remain as a fool. As Proverbs 12:15 says, "The way of a fool seems right to him, but a wise man listens to advice." So gotta learn to listen out for advice and stop becoming proud and feed my own preferences to things.

I wonder if I will be able to emerge out "victorious" amidst all these challenges ahead of me...